Life, ya know?
Today has been strange. Being in so much pain and still being in a good mood is super weird. Usually those two things don’t go together. But I’m not mad at it. I’d prefer it this way, honestly. I missed my dad the second I drove away. I wish we lived closer, so I could just get in the car and go. He gets me, and I’m not easy to get. I’m going to get a B&N membership. I bought 7 books this month. SEVEN! That’s worth a discount for sure. It’s nice to go back to reading all the time. I was book-less for a while, save for Twilight which is entertaining but doesn’t really count as literature. I think for a while, I was just feeling too much to care about the goings on of people who weren’t even real. I’m back to reveling in it.
I’m not sure there’s a point here. The point is that I’m happy. Happy and in pain and alive and so excited to go to sleep.